Tonight, I've just been having memories and I'm coming to realize that I've never been truly happy. I've always been this miserable child. Nothing seems to get better after being told so, shit just gets worse. It's 12:07 AM and I cannot sleep because of all this shit that keeps coming back to me. My past is haunting me while I try to forget all these bad memories. After realizing this, I don't think I'll ever be truly happy.